The Way I See Existence
I believe in a reality whose center is solely the forces of push and pull and that each of us is born with a unique and inspiring divine purpose. Our goals, dreams, and desires are all drawing upon our connection to the source and from nothingness can give birth to a reality all of our own. For it is through creation, that we are able to find our sense of self.
In order to achieve our goals, many times all we need is belief, trust, confidence and continuous action towards the accomplishment of what we need most. Sometimes what we want and what we need are two entirely different things.
We each must recognize how our life experiences influence our belief systems and learned reactions. Through acceptance we can return to the flow of the source. By identifying our inner strength, we can enter a state of heightened senses, greater awareness, and oneness with all that surrounds us. It is only when we acknowledge that everything is connected, that we can gently influence our surroundings. Like water we can gradually change all things. We can leave the areas of greater concentration and confusion, and be drawn to where we truly belong. Pulled naturally to where we are needed most, and bring forth our inner light allowing us to fill the gaps where illusion is all that is present. Through the ability to be amenable, we can truly open our eyes to what is, and gain a new perspective on what could be. With quiet confidence we can move forward and shape our own path.
My Path
Everyone has the ability to do and become anything they choose and dedicate themselves to. My life has been full of decisions that have made me who I am. I have had many life experiences that have allowed me to learn not only about myself but others.
Some of my experiences have challenged me with self doubt, and low confidence. Others have filled me with pride, and blocked my ability to see what I have always known to be true. There have been moments where I knew a better path, but chose what was easiest. There have been times when I have carelessly and cruelly judged others for what they have done. Times when I have been able to hold and embrace someone who was hurting themselves and me, until our pain stopped. I have saved lives in some ways, and been saved even more times than I can remember.
I have influenced lives, and have been guided by countless individuals. Many of who, do not even know they helped me or shared a piece of their soul with me. I will however carry them with me, from this lifetime to the next.
At times I have hidden or dimmed the person I am within, because of fear. I have always been afraid of hurting others, outshining them, or making them uncomfortable. Yet, if I am holding everything that I am in, then I am keeping others from truly knowing who I am. I am keeping them from the truest of emotions the unconditional love that can only be given and received when we are our true selves.
My promise to myself is that I will embrace and except who I am. I accept my faults and gifts, for they are what allow me to be unique, blessed, and able to be the being that I am.
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